Tell me Why?

"When you are down to nothing, God is up to something" - the line that caught my attention when I read my friend's inspirational email.

The very first thing we ask when things go wrong is "Why?". We all want some answers why some things happened differently and not the way we want it to be. I admit sometimes I can't avoid to ask God why He let it happen when He knew that it is not what I want. There was also a point in my life that I even questioned His existence. But lucky for me because I have a wonderful family whom I can always rely on...loved ones who are always there to help me be emotionally and spiritually strong again.

Now I can boldly say that my faith is a lot stronger than before (but still not enough to move a mountain!). I learned to trust God and be patient to wait for His perfect time. I want things to happen according to His will and not mine. And those moments when it seems things are getting out of hand I knew that He is up to something...and that 'something' is surely a very special one prepared just for me :)